NIE letter................

hahahaahhah...........I've received the NIE letter liao!

Been accepted into the Diploma in Education. was happy about it but abit upset over their 'kock' up' system. Cos' I've applied for the Bachelor degree but was supposed to sign the agreement soon. But ....aiyah.very, very long story.

Right now, just have to wait to the degree letter to come.

Most probably I'm staying int his job. Cos' dunno what else I can do and don't want to start all over again. hahahaaha......



Caizhuang

Blood donation drive............

Muahahahhaaa................

Last Sunday, my fotang headquarters at Sengkang had a blood donation drive. I was involved in helping out and in the end, decided to 'shun bian' donate blood.

It has always been my dream to donate blood since my 'A' levels.

It happened when I was still in the Central Institute (when it was still around. Now no more already). My friends were curious and 'tempted' to donate blood when the donation drive stopped at our school. But on that fateday day, all of my friends got to donate blood except me, due to some other reasons. From then on, I've always been trying to donate blood but all my attempts got rejected until last Sunday.

Hahahhaaa.........after I was rejected for the 'nth' times, I've actually stopped for a couple of years until last Sunday. And finally, I passed all the rounds and finally to the resting bed!


So, last Sunday became my first successful blood donation day! And there will be more to come!



regards
Caizhuang

Depressed..................

After writing my post yesterday, today, I went to look at jobsdb.com, to see what jobs are available in the market now.

After browsing it, I became very depressed. Haiz.....................all the jobs are about the same, nothing that special. And, what's worse, is that I've realized that I'm very inexperienced. I'm neither trained nor been teaching very long. That's makes me at a disadvantage.

Those companies with interesting job scopes and pay, they are looking for those that are experienced, or have a certain degree etc. I want a job that is challenging. But what I have on hand now is not attractive to employers.

Am I fated to stuck in this industry?

I even been to see other teaching jobs in the market. The job scopecopes are about the same, but the pay like not that much. It that's the case, I may as well go NIE trained first, then after finishing the bond, go outside and get some other teaching jobs. Like that, I will be more attractive to employers right? By then will have more options to choose from. Cos' I'm not even a degree holder.

Haiz..................enough about me le.

How are you guys doing? Heard that after half a year, you people will graduate and by then, you will be venturing into your respective careers. Now it's time to think about what you want to work as next time.

Kudos~~~~~~ hope to see your next time.


Caizhuang
~in a dilemma~~~~

'Whirlwind' in my mind.............

haiz...............it's going to be the end of term 2 liao. Going to receive leter from NIE soon.

It's the time where I have to come to a decision. To stay or not to stay?

Am I suitable to be teacher? I don't know.

Do I like this job? I'm not sure of the answers myself.

Sometimes, there are days where I feel like walking out of the classroom and quitting. But everytime I'm out of the school gate, I will forget everything and look forward to my rest at night. very ah Q right?

Can I cope with the future workload when I'm a full-fledged teacher? I don't know.

These few days, I've been recalling back the time when I quit my previous office jobs, when I have the guts to applu MOE, and the reasons why I take up teaching.

Will I regret it if I take up the offer? Or will I regret it if I quit this job and go back to do office job? there are so many unknowns and uncertainties.

Right now, what I've decided to do is to wait for my NIE letter and then decide.

I've applied for the degree course in Education this year. If they accept me, then I may consider stadying. But if they give me diploma in Education. then I will condisder leaving and find another job. Cos' my ultimate dream is to have a degree. Why have another diploma when I have already one? May as well take some part time degree at unisim.

Any comments from you guys?


Caizhuang
~in a state of confusion now~